Thanks everyone!! I admit, I kinda shocked myself with some of the things I said and did while I was in there. But I also know it was things that had to be done. Thanks to the chaplain, I didn't lose the nerve! She was incredible. I know I've said that already but she really was a major part in all of it. I think I shocked her a little bit when I said I think God created the lockdown to give me time to grow to semitrust her enough to ask her to be in there. Otherwise, I wouldn't have wanted her in there and Im pretty sure I would have chickened out and left running. She and I have even emailed back and forth a couple times and she said something in one email that made me cry. I'm going to find it and copy and paste. Can't misquote a priest!!! THere's enough marks against me, I'm sure! LOL
"Meeting you and being part of the meeting between the two of you is one of the most significant spiritual occurrences of my life. Again, thank you. Peace,Jeannie"
THat from a catholic priest!!!