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Offline Cynthia

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Re: I know it's been a while but......
« Reply #30 on: July 07, 2012, 10:18:25 AM »
I can vouch for her potty mouth!!!   Like Mama like daughter!   I've heard it and seen it in person    :P


ohhhhhhhhh stfu!! lol  :-* :-* :-*

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Re: I know it's been a while but......
« Reply #31 on: July 07, 2012, 11:10:58 AM »
I cant even grasp How hard this is for you.. You are a strong woman.. Also know on this site we have your back 100% You do what you feel is right for you, If some one don't like your choice tough doo doo. I thank you for sharing with us. Hope to hear more from you...
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Re: I know it's been a while but......
« Reply #32 on: July 07, 2012, 03:42:22 PM »
Cynthia: You did a very brave thing. I hope it will help you in the future.

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Re: I know it's been a while but......
« Reply #33 on: July 07, 2012, 05:28:20 PM »
That is the most moving thing I ave read this year!! Wow you are an amazingly strong person and that showed even more when you shared that with us. I do appreciate it! I am glad for you that you had tho opportunity to get that closure and learn about your mother. I have my own ghosts but have always promised to never let it interfere with my love and life with my children. To have had your nightmare start while you were a child is incomprehensible to me.
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Re: I know it's been a while but......
« Reply #34 on: July 07, 2012, 08:33:22 PM »
What an amazing courageous thing to do.  Thank you for sharing your inspiring and very moving story.   :-* :-*

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Re: I know it's been a while but......
« Reply #35 on: July 07, 2012, 10:47:09 PM »
Cynthia: You're definitely a better person than me. If I was in your position, I don't think I would ever be willing to forgive him.

I hope this helped you and brought you some peace of mind  :-*
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Re: I know it's been a while but......
« Reply #36 on: July 08, 2012, 12:50:48 AM »
Courageous and I really do hope that it lays some ghosts for you. I for one cannot forgive a murderer.
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Re: I know it's been a while but......
« Reply #37 on: July 08, 2012, 02:42:40 PM »
Thanks everyone!!  I admit, I kinda shocked myself with some of the things I said and did while I was in there.  But I also know it was things that had to be done.  Thanks to the chaplain, I didn't lose the nerve!  She was incredible.  I know I've said that already but she really was a major part in all of it.  I think I shocked her a little bit when I said I think God created the lockdown to give me time to grow to semitrust her enough to ask her to be in there.  Otherwise, I wouldn't have wanted her in there and Im pretty sure I would have chickened out and left running.  She and I have even emailed back and forth a couple times and she said something in one email that made me cry. I'm going to find it and copy and paste.  Can't misquote a priest!!!  THere's enough marks against me, I'm sure! LOL

 "Meeting you and being part of the meeting between the two of you is one of the most significant spiritual occurrences of my life. Again, thank you. Peace,Jeannie"

THat from a catholic priest!!!